A Psychologist's Journey to Life

Within this blog I am my own DIY Psychologist - my own Psychological Experiment. Walk with me as I take the 'Psycho' out of 'Logical' & show how we are able to Practically & Commonsensically Walk ourselves out of our illusory Mind & into Physical Reality - here I share the Process of taking Self-Responsibility for each Thought/Word/Deed & thus through Self-Directive Writing transform each 'Mental Disorder' into a Living Solution that is Best for All Life.

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

Day 61: Do you DARE ADMIT you have NEVER been ALIVE?

art by Brendan Murphy

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to fully consider and realize the courage it takes to walk this process and the extent to which I am grateful for all those that have the courage to dare to care about themselves, each other and this world – equal and one – within the realization that we are responsible for all that is here and that if we don’t do it, NOBODY and NOTHING will.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to fully consider and realize the courage it takes to admit to oneself in self-honesty that one has NEVER lived, and to within this admittance, then make the absolute decision to DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT by/through investigating and facing through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application each and every bit of the why/how one deliberately went 'against' who they are as Life – and to no longer allow oneself to be enslaved to one’s mind within energy, but to dis-cover what it is to actually LIVE, for real, for all – realizing that this have NEVER been done before in the history of existence.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to fully consider and realize that I am walking in a group with some of the most bold, daring, gutsy, courageous beings that have EVER walked the face of this Earth – as these beings will not stop until all Life is Free and a world that is Best for all manifests here in fact as Heaven on Earth – and if/when an excuse/justification/validation/reaction/resistance arises within these beings’ mind trying/attempting to deter one from walking their decision to stand for Life as Life no matter what, these beings will take self-responsibility to sort it out, forgive it, let it go and delete it to thus ensure that NOTHING gets in their way of stopping the abuse that has ravaged this planet due to us giving more importance to our illusory mind and energetic experiences, than to LIFE and LIVING.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to fully consider and realize the courage it takes to stand and express direct, clear and stable common sense in the face of great aversion and abhorrence spewed forth from spiteful, jealous and nasty human beings who, when challenged by the Desteni Message, go into absolute possession as they will resist facing themselves and taking responsibility and instead try/attempt to attack others in order to justify their abuse because they have decided that their precious mind is more important than standing up for Life and a world that is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to live gratefulness within this consideration in each moment, in each breath, but to instead allow myself to, at times, access competition and spitefulness towards those who walk this process – within this I realize that I have lived competition, comparison, spitefulness, and separation for essentially my entire life thus far, as how I have been conditioned and programmed myself to survive in this world where we do not consider and care for each other in any way whatsoever – as we have not yet fully understood who we are as Life in equality and oneness - and it will simply take me stopping each time it arises, bringing myself back here to gratefulness and realizing the opportunity that I have given myself to be/become Life and walk with others who are also doing the same, equal and one.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to fully consider and realize the courage it takes to make the decision to walk the 7 Year Journey to Life, as an absolute dedication to oneself to no longer accept nor allow oneself to take shit from the mind, but to instead be the self-directive principle of one’s life by/through writing oneself to freedom, as the way in which one is able to practically-physically set oneself free from one’s self-imposed imprisonment and declare through writing: I AM HERE.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to fully consider and realize the courage it takes to challenge and let go of one's precious self-interest and ALL that one has defined oneself within/as to instead become something much greater than ever imagined: LIFE - which does not and cannot come from one's imagination, but comes from one's self-trust to walk here in this practical-physical reality breath by breath, in an absolute commitment to in each moment aligned oneself to what is best for all Life - no matter what.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to fully consider and realize the courage it takes to listen to/read the common sense spoken/written from the interdimensional portal and to be humble enough to test the message for oneself, self-honestly, without allowing reactions to the source of the message to deter one from the opportunity to discover oneself as who one really is.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to fully consider and realize the courage it takes to actually, really forgive oneself.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to fully consider and realize how grateful I am for the hours upon hours upon hours of dedicated research into the true nature of existence that has been made unconditionally available from Desteni as an absolute commitment to assist/support humanity to wake up from our extensive slumber to realize that WE each alone, standing together, are who/what we have been waiting for, and that it’s time to make this stand once and for all, to take our power back that we gave away a long, long time ago: the moment we decided that energy was more important than who we are as Life.

art by Joe Kou

I commit myself to Live this gratefulness as myself in each breath by/through caring about myself and this world as myself enough to STOP any and all that may arise within myself seeking to deter me from my stance to bring forth a world that is best for all no matter what – and thus I commit myself to stop, sort out, let go of, and delete anything within myself and within this world that is not aligned to what is best for all Life.

I commit myself to show, just as I was shown, how to walk through the mind and into the physical by/through utilizing the tools of writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application – as I realize that this is the way in which I am able to show my gratefulness in a practical-physical way that is best for all Life, as I realize that there will be many more that will walk this process to come, and within this I see clearly that I must stand as an example of what it is to take self-responsibility for myself and this world, in every single way, and thus what is in fact possible when a group of self-willed equals come together within the single principle of creating a world that is best for all Life, until it is done.

I commit myself to show that we have in fact never lived, because if we had ever lived, we wouldn’t have a world like we do currently, which is the absolute epitome of death, destruction and devastation because all we’ve been doing since the beginning of time is chase after illusory phantoms that were never real, while this REALity has suffered the consequences of our recklessness and carelessness.

I commit myself to stop ALL competition, comparison, spitefulness and separation especially with those that walk this process, and instead assist and support myself to walk with each being that has the courage to walk – equal and one – caring for another as myself, and giving to another as I would like to receive, as the ultimate expression of what it is to in fact LOVE.

I commit myself to be patient with myself and others as myself within the realization that this process has NEVER been walked before in the history of existence, and we will make mistakes, and we will fall, and we will fuck up – yet, we will always stand back up, and assist each other to stand back up if/when necessary, and through this learn what it is to be intimate and vulnerable, as each time we make a mistake, each time we fall, when we give ourselves the courage to stand back up, we become ever-stronger: as we see these moments are merely opportunities to specify ourselves, to discover ourselves, to get to know ourselves and to fine-tune our stance within the realization that we will never accept anything less from ourselves and from each other than who we are as Life – through and through.

I commit myself to show the courage it takes to walk this process by/through challenging any and all human beings to walk the 7 Year Journey to Life with us within self-honesty and self-dedication, on a daily basis.

I commit myself to show that once one has really, absolutely dedicated themselves to walk this process, there is no more option to give up, even if one tries, because one will realize that once one has had a taste of self-honesty, had a proper look behind the veil of existence – there is NO turning back.