· Firstly, writing out, forgiving and correcting the separation I have accepted and allowed within and as myself in relation to genetics in general· Then, specifically exploring genetics and how one’s environment impacts how one’s genes are expressed, which I will share in relation to my rudimentary studies in relation to epigenetics, of which I will go into more detail in further posts in the future, as I learn and expand more within this topic· Lastly, I will bring in the question that was initially posed in my first post on this topic: Day 214: DTC Genetic Testing and the Human Mutant – in regards to whether or not DTC Genetic testing should be available to consumers ‘over the counter’.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from my own physical body and my physical body’s functionings to such an extent that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am unable to understand and thus develop an equal and one communication with and as my physical body.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to thus then believe that I must study knowledge and information to get to an understanding of how my physical body functions, as if this is the only way that I will be able to understand – instead of seeing, realizing, and understanding that everything about who I am is already here and is able to be understood in absolute detail simply through me walking myself out of this bubble of consciousness that I have trapped myself in with the consequence being that I have caused myself to exclude myself from a direct understanding of this physical reality.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, when and as I made the decision to get to know these words, also approach this process through the starting point of separation, thus still giving these words power over me – wherein I took the ‘getting to know’ of these words and made this ‘getting to know’ into a positive energetic experience of thinking/believing/perceiving that now that I am ‘getting to know’ these words that now me and these words are somehow becoming friends – meaning I was still approaching these words as entities and formulating more relationship ties with these words instead of walking equal and one with these words as myself here, which means the ‘getting to know’ would me the ‘getting to know’ of MYSELF.
Also within this – I forgive myself that I, through this ‘friendship process’ with these words – accepted and allowed myself to try/attempt to take the power of association that I believe I was establishing through becoming friends with these words, and through this believe that I was superior because I was ‘hanging out’ with these words – I mean, this is quite a ridiculous delusion – yet, this is how we do this. This is how we separate ourselves from even words through creating relationships with words in separation from ourselves, thus making words into either our friends or our enemies or even sometimes our frenemies – we can see this clearly through how we react either positively or negatively to certain words in certain contexts; it all has to do with relationships, and these relationships are what must be investigated and brought to a point of correction through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application through practical physical living - because we’ll see through this just how enslaved we are to our experiences, and just how much we have abdicated ourselves as the self-directive principle of ourselves and our living to consciousness, wherein the decisions we make ‘for ourselves’ are rarely if ever made ‘for ourselves’ as who we really are here, and most always made ‘for our mind’ as who we are within energetic experiences that tug and pull us like a puppet on a string throughout our ‘life’ – I mean, can that in any way be called LIVING: no way!
I commit myself to remain humble here and really get to know myself as my human physical body in a way that is best for all – wherein I simultaneously walk through the knowledge and information that is here as consciousness creations, while I am birthing myself as Life from the physical – equal and one – as this is the only way that it can be done, because again: we cannot jump the gun, or we’re gonna get ourselves hurt.
I commit myself to apply myself within self-discipline and self-focus in these particular studies in relation to genetics, along with all my studies, approaching each point here within the realization and understanding that this is all a reflection of me and thus does not have to be difficult, but also realizing that it will take some time to fully re-align myself with this – as I realize I have been living in separation from HERE for a loooooooooooooooooooong time, thus it will take a lot more than just realizing that ‘everything is here’ for me to actually live this understanding into an equal and one expression of who I am. Thus yes, it is a process – yet, I am the one that decides how difficult this process will be; I am the one that decides if/when I will slip on the razors edge and therefore I am the one that decides how long it will take me to ‘recover’ from my self-inflicted wounds.
I commit myself to stand equal and one to the words genetics, genes, epigenetics, genome, DNA, chromosomes and any and all words that describe our genetic material and through this create a self-honest relationship with each of these words that is established here as myself, wherein I no longer accept and allow myself to experience myself as positively attracted or negatively repelled by these words – but simply commit myself to assist and support myself to cut all energetically created relationship ties with these words that have been formed through separation and thus through my mind, and instead give myself the gift of starting over and thus getting to know these words as what they are expressing here in a stable and consistent manner, and through this integrating each expression as an equal and one expression of myself: no separation.